A seed

if I shout at the top of the mountain or weep at the bottom of the sea if I bear my teeth or sink in retreat the globe still does its rounds and i had a dream so big and bright it burned the eyes of many a scorn full man I had a dream…

Sweet thing

if I was the good child if I was the sweet thing what help would that warrant what hope would that bring if it was for true love would I even know would I understand could it ever show cj beamish

war cry

can i love the silence for the way it stirs when i roar Can i love the violence the way holding it back is a choir and if my blood was a curse the way they swear it is to me am i aloud to love the abominable thing that it makes of me can…

Hands to myself

They always told us what to fear They alway reminded us who was in charge They alway showed us the men in the dark People who miss use power Something sharp The wrath of god An angry mob They always told me what to fear But they never told me to fear myself They told…

Growing cold

We fall in love with it The pain inside our head Obsessing until it becomes part of us Like a sacrifice to god we love because we fear him , Creating the mass epidemic Of depression and false longing that seems to consume us all We no longer live in the moment We capture it…

Of the earth

the deep seas churning round and round the waters blurring all the sound Do I slip beneath the lips Of the beast Do I let my soul release From the bondage of the land Do I taste the salt Let the beasts blood wash away The dirt that works between the bone Causing the grinding…

Lovers door

You were always jet black Green eyes in the dark Pale lips parted openings to the heart Lights Flout Soft feathers Hopes drift like ash Dreams mocked with laughter By your side A faithful lover The past will not stray Your foolish monsters Were the only thing that kept my beasts at bay The winds…