I do not surrender to your darkness
although perhaps I should
it seems your light has started flickering out words
although you did the best you could

we seem alway trying to hide our secrets
letting our darkness take its place
letting it linger upon us
worshiping a dark queens grace

we bless the night like its our god
for it at least lets us show our pain
     – the pain you know so well for it echos …
     – echos like a picture of her in your brain
and finally I pray
                        – take me in, take me in
                        –  lay me down, teach me what it is…teach me how to not hurt you

I try not to surrender to your darkness
but maybe I should