forgive me
     if you can
for my lacking
    of what im lacking
         that makes me un like you
for what im lacking
for the scares
   that are my tattle tail proof
         – of what im lacking

I fight of course
  not that it is for the resins
     – that your found to be so fond of
I know of course
  that my reasons must be my own
        but for my reasons I seem to be lacking
           of what it is that you are asking
               – we, my-self and them to be