Lazy thoughts

In the subtle sweep
The summer heat
Sinks in to this land

Our second breath
Sinks in to our chest
At last – for a moment all are
young again

From dawn – until dusk
We feel the rush
Of a lust long thought to be faded

But the sun sets in
Shadows stretch across earths skin
And at once we again feel age’ed

Ur hands

iv felt love u could never know
and pain u would never understand
the worst part is
both came from ur hands

Bad sugar

They’re addicted
To the conflictions
To the fixation
Of recreation
Of the thrills
The chills
Blood money
Pays bills

What can you say?
If what needs paid
Gets paid
What’s right
Isn’t what’s right
When they’re addicted
- to the life
Of the blood
Of the knife
Of powdered candy
Of blood slicked
With bad suger

But I’ve seen it
We feel it – everyday
That’s why I’m gone
Why he’s going strong
That’s why there’s nothing left to say
Why nothing more can be done

So young to be old – so the story seems to be told

Trying to find the right words
Trying to Wright the right words
Looking through all that we know
Trying to make the letters hit home

For the words we speak arnt always steady
But the pen is always ready
And my tounge may be sharp and deadly
But the ink always flows out gently

For our hearts do scream and ache
These tears and crys proof that we brake
But never do they find the purpose
For the braking and the hurting
Only the words written down
Can be louder then the sounds

So the truth may come out through
What we say
Or what we do
For the time has come to sound
The truth of what life is now
What the world had put us through
The only one who can tell the truth
Of what we’ve lived is me and you

No time

Shear moments
The closest
To what we thought was love
But backs turned
And oceans churned
And it was all gone
In a blink
Let it sink
Deep in to the mind
The heart
Jump start
Because my beats just a line

The love
In my lungs
It stabs in deep
No time
No sine
Can truly,  really see
For the love
The sun could never burn away
But the rules
For the dark
Arnt quit the same
For the anger
Holds daggers
Of all its own
And this place
We would take
To be all our own
For it’s gone
All lost
No more hope

For my love
I brang
It straight to the table
But for the pain
Half self made
Your pain knows more
For your life was a war
From which you want know saving

Secrets

The secrets
That keeps this
From falling apart

Are so close
To the surface
That leads to the dark

The dark its self
Kept on a shelf
If the need does arise – to hide in your self

For the lies
Were only trust
To serve and protect

Deafened from the wicked
To save for the best
Simple moments

Hold dearly
Held dearly
Tight to our chest

The saving
Of the week
Young in their heads

For the dreams
remind us
That there’s still a little of heaven left

Addiction

Its her candy
Sweetly coating -
The understanding
of what’s left
But it won’t happen again
…it never can

Only a pill
The everyday drill
To sooth the mind – oh so ill
In its ways

Taking away
What could of been
Winning so many battles
But in the end
only loosing to her self

It’s a family dismantled
After the everyday battle
Is lost
And gone

Its the pill
Its the drill
But too much is too much
Tonight she’s been lost

Its the dose
That’ll choke
What was week
In the strong
Tonight she’s long gone

Stained glass

It’s a stained glass window
With out an edge
So pretty a picture
But cuts ur fingers to shreds
Such love in the smile
But hate in the hands
The tenderness of the boy
The force of the man

Its the face of an angel
Painted delicate and fine
If not for the colors
That make one eye seem blind
The purple, the plum
The reds and the scars
Finger painted in color
Reflecting the dark

Its a stained glass window
Painted with care
But coated in poison
Never to be touched
But death, if you dare
The colors, they cover
Skin of pure white
His poison is so toxic
As she fades in the night

Life

It was a sweet escape
When I found this place
Somewhere between you and I

When all seemed lost
I could fight with out coast
For lossing it all seemed not a high price

But then we found this place
A ray of light in space
A true sight – for these eyes

For this world was ours
As we chris-cross the stars
After our old souls death -we found life

Fall

Long lost dreams
Cought in the streams
Of ifs and how’s
And unrealitys

Whispered sorrows
Of lost tomorrow’s
Dancing in waters
Of dreams that are imbedded in the marrow

These lost hopes
Could perhaps choke
What was ment to be
But on bitter notes – we fell to shattered bits … any way